a treat to my readers.

so... i was just sitting there this morning after coming home from a looooong day. i was so tired and i just randomly thought. what would my male characters do if they were grumpy or tired or over worked.

and so as my treat to you here is what i imagine them saying

so basically faisal , fahad and a7med.

faisal:

when we get to the hotel.

'faisal this faisal that' ma7ad gadir isawy shay ib nafsa!! kila ana?! i need to find fahad. and when i


get my hands on his pretty boy face, ill punch him. how dare he run away from me?!!?!?! 

 a7taj agi6 shay bars ildiressha. 

lala lazim ahady a39aby. i go to my bed and lay down for a bit.

then i notice layans phone next to me on the bed. fa 9ar feeny 5al at3abath shway. ' let us see into the

 mind of the crazy layan'. so i opened her phone which didn't have a password. ( thats so layan). o

gimt achayik il9iwar.

3yoony bagigat.

there were about 300 pictures of ryan gosling in there. 

i am in shock.

chan layan itdish 

" hey " she says

" mino hatha o laish 7a6a 9wara?" i ask

" ryan gosling, you know who it is. o ana o my friends indizhom 7ag ba3ath. incase you haven't noticed he's hot" she says

" ya3ni ana mo taris 3aynich?!" i ask, exasperated

she laughs . then she says " i feel sorry for my friends faisal, they don't have you so I'm giving them hope to find someone else" she says.

but i don't buy it " ee rag3ay rag3ay" 

and then she laughs and i hit her with a pillow

fahad and a7med:

i just came home from the pool at the top of the hotel, and damn is it hot.  i got sunburned. i look like a fried orange. i have a splitting headache and I'm getting paranoid.

i run up to my hotel room and find a7med there  wayid mishta6 masik two tickets to some - I'm sure


inappropriate- show.

" bara" i say and head to the shower.

but knowing a7med, he's not going to leave til i agree.

" maaany rayi7 ilayn ma tgool ib tyee!!!" he says.

i look at him:" can't you see I'm sunburned?" i ask

but a7med only shakes his head

" maly shighil, your coming.  " he says

" llaaa2 " i say and slam the door in his face.

a7med shouts from the door but i shout back

only when i open the shower i hear the door open 

" A7MED TABY TIN6AG?!! no means no!!!!!" i shout. but what i see isn't a7med. 

i see a7med and a human size poster of kim kardashian

" we can go see her today!!! please ta3al ma3ay please!!!!!" he begs

chan ahadida bilshampoo and he runs away

" you freak! did you forget about tai?!" i shout.

" fai told me to go see her. ahya killa tshoof soccer players 3adi!!!" he shouts from outside.

those two have a weird relationship.


" a7med aby anam ok? you go!" i shout back


"LA2!!! THIS IS BRO TIME!" he shouts like a baby.


i sigh


" inzain give me an hour." i say



" yaaaaaaaaay" he sings and i hear him sing some weird song in the room.

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( ps , im interested to know which countries your in or from. show some colour people!!)


listen to : one direction - better than words








layan:







i sighed.

i didn't like seeing faisal so stressed out.


he and i were in the airport. we changed the plane twice.

so by the time dashayna through ilpassports, i started to notice just how tired he actually was.

faisal may seem cool bas you can tell from his thick stubble and sleep deprived eyes that he hasn't had a good nights sleep in some time.

id say he slept for 3 hours last night, but i was too busy passed out to find out.

and then i felt his hand slip in mine

faisal didn't look at me when he held my hand. he wasn't comfortable with his feelings yet and its really new for him to express anything other than hate or annoyance towards anyone other than fahad.

but that didn't stop me from looking at him

faisal acted like he didn't notice a thing

faisal:" layan, tabeen pinkberry?" he asks quietly

this was my fail expression -----> :O

" you hate pink berry" i said a bit shocked.

he glanced at me and gave me a small smile

faisal:" bas intay t7ibeena"

it was the way he said it.

it may seem to any normal person just walking by.

like a stupid conversation  about froyo. but to me it meant the world

me:" how bout a strabucks?" i ask him

he doesn't notice my change in nature but shrugs and turns to walk to starbucks.

we hold hands as we walk and i just enjoy the fact that faisal is here, with me.

 i know its not much of a honeymoon, chasing my long lost brother.

but a place is just a place, and the only thing that mattered was faisal.. here with me.

we buy ourselves a drink and i steal his and give him mine at one point. he just gives it to me without a fight. he's that tired.

when we board the plane i go to help him carry one of the handbags but he just takes it from me, and when i protest, he gives me a look.

we sit in business class. faisal gets the window seat and i get the  isle one.

we sit down- ingool do3a2 ilrikoob- then we take off.

faisal:" I'm sorry i never told you about fahad " he says sounding as if he was holding this in for the past day.

he doesn't look at me. he looks out the window

me:" not your fault faisal, and it wasn't your secret to tell" i said and then took his hand.

he tried to pull back but i held it tight.

me:" you really hate yourself don't you?" i say in a humorous voice, though it isn't funny its still true, and its so faisal

faisal:" would you like me if you were me?" he asks and looks at me

me:" i love every inch of you faisal. you don't like yourself because of what your dad and mine did to you. but thats not you. your an amazing, and incredibly loyal person. if you weren't a good person you wouldn't have travelled half the world to get your best friend back. no, you'd probably be back at the garage polishing your bike" i say.

and he coughs. but i can tell that he was hiding a laugh

me:" and if you don't love yourself today then don't worry faisal. ill love you so much that you'll have no choice but to see how amazing and loveable you really are, and you'll learn to love yourself too"

he looks a bit shocked. but then he slowly smiles. and that smile spreads into a huge wide grin that lit up my entire universe

faisal:" maybe I'm too busy loving you to love myself" he says and pretend hair flips

i laugh out loud.

we both laugh at our silliness

fasial:" ana shak inna intay 7a6aytay shay ib gahwity,  hathy 7arakat a7medo mo ana" he says
me:" nafs il 3irj" i say
and we laugh some more. we try to quiet each other down but end up nose to nose.

faisal:" i promise when this is all over, ill take you on a real vacation. just you and me ok?" he says and looks at me hopefully. he is still bent and we are nose to nose.

me:" ok " i say then pull out my pinky " pinky promise?" i ask grinning childishly at him.

but he looks at me seriously then wraps my finger in his and says " pinky promise"

then for a moment i think the world stopped.

because then,



 for a split second, he kissed me. 

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listen to : if i only had the heart - the maine

( tell me what you think of this chapter)



fahad:

its been 2 days since faisal called. to his utter chagrin and to my relief he still couldn't find a flight.


but that only meant that he was being delayed and that i only had a head start

the truth is faisal would eventually find me. id only had a head start.

---




me : "DONT FIND ME, DONT FUCKING FOLLOW ME FAISAL. 5ALNEE BRO7Y"

i threw my notebook on the floor .

faisal:" SHINHO? !DO YOU THINK YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF?! DID YOU REALLY THINK ID JUST FUCKING LET IT GO? oh well since i have layan now i don't need my best friend anymore and he can just run away whenever he wants to because il7aya 7ilwa. IS THAT WHAT YOU EXPECTED ME TO DO?!! DO YOU THINK THAT BECAUSE I GOT HER THAT ID TURN INTO A  FAIRY AND EAT RAINBOWS?! ANA MO MSABAH, MO THOR O MO GHABY.  try again fahad, because if you really believed id just let you go then you obviously are lying  to yourself"

i took a deep breathe.
me: "your impossible" i muttered

 faisal :" that i am" he replied

i covered my eyes and laughed

me: " you son of a bitch"

faisal:" that too"

and we both laughed

faisal:" reem misses you"

faisal meant himself when he said that, since he knows I'm still in contact with  her.

me:" i miss you too bud. but you shouldn't miss me, I'm not good for this, I'm not capable of taking over that snakes business, you know I'm not cut out for that"

there was a long silence

faisal :" i know its hard to believe but did you know our dads used to be like us?"
.pause.
me:" your right i don't believe it"

faisal:" well they were, they used to trust no one but each other, they never cared about any one else, not there wives or there previous girlfriends. they weren't rich back then fahad, they were normal people"

i laughed

faisal:" well as normal as our dads can get, ilmohim, your dad believe it or not was just like you ...well a bit eviler and more devious and secretive but still.. out of the two of them you were more like him "

faisal sighed

me:" i know its hard for you to say this, and I'm sorry that they had to put you through all of this shit and make you keep so many damned secrets,....... you know i hated them not for what they did to me but for what they put you through faisal... I'm sorry i couldn't shoulder your weight... I'm sorry"

faisal:" don't be.. i did it so that you could live a normal life, and i failed you-"

me:" no you didn't! faisal you were my rock. your the brother i never had. or at least the only person i could rely on"

he was quiet for a long time

faisal:" you know.......... layan loves you too " he said in a hopeful sad voice

me:" don't say her name, don't bring her here, its too humiating for me " i hissed

faisal:" she's your sister and she loves you, YOU DID NOTHING WRONG! NOTHING. now shut up and face it. we love you. we are your family. you need to be with us."

me:" no faisal 5alik ib mokanik, please leave me alone"

faisal:" well too fucking bad fahad, you'll just have to deal"

he said and shut off the phone

the phone rang again

me:" hala"

a7med:" IM COMING TOO!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!! If fa9ool gets to go then so do i!!!"

i just laughed

me:" inzain, bas im not gonna be here when they come. are you up for a road tip? shrayik ib  new york"

a7med:" YAYYYYY HAHAHAHAH were gonna have so much fun!!! bikoon chinna 9aida ma 9aida WANASA"

me:" la tishta6 wayid !......im hoping they give up before they find us"

a7med:" faisal? faisal is the smartest guy i know fahad, and I'm sorry to say this but between the two of you he'll win"

i sighed
me:" well the a7med your in for a real surprise, because unlike faisal, i love being under estimated"

a7medo gasped:" i knew it!!!! bildewaniya galow innik mo hayin hahahaha wanasa. the dark side of fhaid!! fahad two point o"

we both laughed

me:" you bet"
( and that how the rest of the day went, fahad laughed along with a7med, and somewhere else in kuwait faisal, layan and reem were laughing too, as they packed and embarked on an adventure none of them expected.)

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layan:




faisal was shouting through the phone.



he was livid. roaring like a lion




reem and i were in the same room, the living room. faisal was pacing around.



2 HOURS EARLIER

reem came over to our house and rang the bell that morning

i woke up to faisals vice grip around me, my face buried in his chest and his in my hair.

he grunted as she impatiently kept ringing. then he got up.

it was the cutest thing ever. he looked so confused and disoriented. like a 5 year old faisal.

he saw me smiling, then frowned.
" what?"

me:" your the cutest thing ever"

his frown depend, and he moved toward the door and opened it. reem came in and burst into tears.

she hugged me while faisal and i looked at each other with confusion

then reem spilled her guts about fahad and his secret trip.


BACK TO NOW

" INT SHLON RI7T MIN WARA THAHRY?!!"

faisal was outraged

wow.

" CHATHABT 3ALAY, LAISH?"

and thats when he decided to go up the stairs.

reem and i looked at each other.

me:" i think were intruding on there bromance moment"

reem:" layan theres something i need to tell you" she said, face pale.

me:" what?"

thats when faisal came downstairs fully clothed and with his passport in hand.

reem:" fahad is your brother"

faisal froze

i froze

he stopped talking

i looked at him

our eyes locked, and he looked terrified

me:" what?"

then ream burst into tears all over again and went out of the room.

faisal and i were in a staring competition.

he closed his phone, and slowly - a if i were an endangered animal- walked towards me.

faisal:" layan, fahad and you are half brothers"

he said quietly as he stood right in front of me and bent down.

his hands were on my shoulders and we were eye level.

me:" how, what? when, which side."

faisal:" you know which side" he barely said.

me:" baba. how could he do this to me? to fahad. "

faisal just looked at me quietly, as if expecting me to say something.

and i did

me:" we need to go find him"

he smiled. as if he knew i would say that all along.

then he kissed me

faisal:" thats my girl"





and faisal told me the story, the whole story..... of how fahad and i were to never know of each others existence. of how he was raised to take over all of my fathers business and how faisal would take care of me and my lil bro.... he told me why fahad left.. fahad was ashamed.

and then we went to the airport.


to find fahad, my brother.