chapter 36

(in writing this post i was listening to keep holding on by avril lavigne  adry 8adeema, bas you know, its just soo good. it really has so much against faisal, mu layga 3alaih, bas it has absolutely everything to do with layan and what goes on with them in the chapter, hope you like the chapter- love you)

 - LAYAN -







he didnt have to say the word..... i already knew. from the bags under his eyes and the unusual twich he newly developed.


but then his eyes flicked towards me capturing my emotions


his eyes hardened


faisal:"its one thing to care but its another to pity me. if your going to feel bad for me then just leave"




i looked at him hard, and i knew he didnt mean those words


me:"were going to visit your mom get out your car keys yalla imsh" i walked to the car


i didnt look back to see if hed follow. i knew he would


when we got in and drove our car passed reems and she looked at us shocked.


faisal didnt even notice she was there.


?????


me:""hey faisal i know this isnt the right time to ask this question bas whats going on??"


his eyes narrowed in confusion then they swiveled towards mine.


faisal:"going on with what?"


me:"you and reem, theres something weird, i mean we just passed her car and she freaked"


faisal gripped the wheel harder


and i looked at his emotionless face.


but see i knew him well enough to not take my eyes off him so i saw in that split second before the walls slammed up. i saw shock and something like anxiety.




faisal:"wala shay" he said calmly........there was an edge to his voice


i sighed.


me:"youll never tell me, but she will"


i didnt think hed react to this cuz this was said more to myself then to him bas the car swerved and we shook in our seats.


faisal:"ok" he said bas i could see anger build in his eyes.


i held my breathe


moment of silence


faisal:"intay tis2ileen wayid as2ila layan... and you know what they say about curiousity, it killed the cat" he said it with his anger still intact but his voice was calm, but it was like lightning, quiet yet deadly


me:"lets just go"


faisal':"you know layan if you didnt want to come.. no one asked-" he started to say


me:"mala da3i kalam zayid" he grimaced




we spent the rest of the ride sitting in uncompaniable silence.

i saw a huuuge mansion from five seconds away and it had a big garden and everything...
. i looked up and admired the beige color and the beautiful large windows and the statues and fountain.
there was a wall a huge one in which security opened when we got to the gate. when we got in i caught the full view of the fountain and a roundabout entrance.



if you saw the garden you would gasp......... it ust takes your breathe away...... i stared out at it and at the path (more like sidewalk) in the garden... i didnt know we had these in kuwait.




i gasped and looked at faisal


he was still and looked straight ahead


he didnt even admire the view.............well i guess he was used to it plus hes too busy thinking about his mom......


when we got there we rang the bell and his gramma opened up


when she saw us she shouted a mere "FA9OOOOLI" then showerd us with hugs and kisses


we went inside and sat with her.


faisal didnt say a word.


i couldnt even tell you he was breathing in all honesty


we went to the living room and sat on the couches....


there living room was huuuuuge and there house was bigger than mines i wonder why hed live in our place when he has his very own yet slightly bigger one here?


when we sat or in faisals case -turn into a statue- his gramma tried to offer some small talk.


granny:"ha layan shlonich shlon ahalich, wil madrisa?"


me:"wallah il7amdulillah ib 5air kilna wil dirasa-"


abruptly faisal swerved his whole body towards us


faisal:"wainha?"




his gramms eyes widened in panic

that gave her away, because to faisal that was more than enough to confirm that his mom got worse

granny:"ahya bil mostashfa"

there was a sharp intake of breathe (from faisal) and his nostrils flared

his eyes went wide.

he stood up straight

he was looking at us but seing right through us

faisal was a million miles away right now

faisal:"i need to go" he said and rushed out the door,


i started to go after him bas his grammas grip on my shoulder held mme back

granny:"7abeebty fai9al ma tigdireen t7acheena layn ma tabrid a39aba, ohwa il7een ib 3alam thany. hidy" she patted my shoulder and walked back in

granny:"o dam innich hny 5an na3zif 3al ilbiyano (piano)"

(by the way i think his gramma is from his dads side, cuz she looks so uch like 3amy s3ood)

i walked after her and we sat and talked

i watched her play the piano and heard how beautiful her music was

i listened to wonderful stories of her when she was my age

we drank tea and talked about our daily lives

i lie down on a huge comfy couch with her talking to me,,, we then took out some books and read

and when i fell asleep faisal came in.

she excused herself

faisal sat next to my unconcious body and started to talk.

he looked at my closed eyes

faisal:"so i went to my mom" he said and laughed a humourless laugh

"and i talked to her layan, she was awake, and she acted like she always did everyday" he paused and took a strand of my hair and put it behind my ear

"the thing is that i shouldnt have listened to you layan" pause "you just had to do this to me didnt you layan? ofcourse if you were awake right now you wouldve defended yourself and treated my like some devil........well maybe thats what i am layan, you shouldnt have tried to fix this........because you cant, and you never will. "

he brushed a hand across my cheek

"you know when this is all over ill leave and itll all be better....................... youd be better off, theres no point in believing in me layan,.............. you dont know........you just dont....................but one day you will, and youll hate me so much. and thats the good thing about it, youlll hate me so much that youll move on. youll forget about me and my problems............i just hope someday youll forgive me, if i could have it my way id go now....and id never come back, never look back"

he then stood up and covered me in a shawl, he kissed my head and walked away

and then at the door he turned around and said one thing

"you shouldve never cared layan, you couldve made it easier on the both of us because layan you deserve so..so much better than this.... and i hope youll find it in your too big a heart to forgive me for what im about to do"

he shut off the lights and dissapeared into the night doing what he always does and going off to wherever it is he goes off to, to think and clear his mind

that was one moment i regret not being awake for












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the next morning came


i woke up to find myself in faisals house, in the living room

i got up

.: zain layan ashwa inich gimtay!! 3ashan in7i6 ilryoog

i looked at the source

faisals granny came in and i kissed her cheeks

we went to the dining room

she excused herself and told me her favorite show was on so she had to go

i sat down and started to pour some milk into my glass.


...: salam

i turned and saw faisal in the doorway.. he didnt look at peace today as he usually did .. he looked more on the - havent slept for years side- but today when he looked me in the eye i could feel a depth to them, he was smirking and leaning against the door. his arms were crossed

me:"wa3alaikom ilsalam, incase you havent noticed i slept here... i didnt know if i shouldve left or stayed bas i got carried away with your grama.. by the way shes really wonderful and i im sorry i -"

faisal:"no no bil3aks she loves visitors, and its nice to have someone else in the house, it ok.... layan there are a few papers i have here.... there about some fieldtrip we have to go to... you know in italy or something bas yaboon taw8ee3ich" he said this and put a few papers infornt of me. he leaned down almost to eye level.

me:"oh ok, bas i dont have a pen"

he suddenly got one out from behind him...

he slid it through my hand

i looked at him and he smiled encouragingly

me:"in school ma galoly shay 3an fieldtrip lets read a5af yi6la3 ghala6?""

he covered the top half of the paper and i looked at him

he smiled

a very charming smile.......... this is so uncharacteristic

then his eyes grew serious i hesitated

faisal:"you know me, would i ever do anything that wasnt in your best interest? layan do you trust me? " he asked in a voice so soft and calm..


i looked into his black holes his dark inky black eyes.. they were hypnotizing

me:"ofcourse i trust you" the answer came naturally, i trusted him with my life

faisal:"then sign" he said in a silky voice

so i signed. as soon as i signed..

he swiped the papers and left. just like that




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" did layan just make a deal with the devil?"

Part 2- Chapter 35

Part 2 of Wavering Letters

Chapter 35.

 

- Layan and Faisal -

-LAYAN-

I was on my way to the dimly lit living room with a bowl of popcorn in my arms.
As I got there I saw Faisal sitting on the couch waiting for me.

Ma kan yadry shilsalfa ana 6arasht the nanny tnady.

He looked up from his phone and his eyes were like bullets that could see right through me,

 this was a comman mistake, me looking into his eyes.

I should know better, I always feel breatheless....

Anywho ...

Faisal: "Layan, you called......." 

I sat down on the same sofa but not next to him.

Me:"isma3ny o isma3ny 3adil, we have a tradition here in my family, every friday night is movie night , so me and baba usually nig3ad o nakil o in6ali3 filim yideed. so since your part of the family now, you have to watch it." i said this to him while taking out dvds.


Faisal thought about this for 5 seconds.

Faisal:    "Fine, yalla, ay filim?"

Me:"snow white and the huntsmen!!" I said this and gave a little shriek of happyness.
 Me:"chris hemsworth mawjood" I squeled.

Faisal:       "shyi6la3 hatha"    he said, in a confused manner.


I looked at him in shock.

Me:"you dont know Chris Hemsworth?!! He's the hottest guy to walk this world" I said.

Faisal:  "ana wayid ma36eech wayh"  he said and looked like he wanted to escape.

I ignored him and put in the movie.

He came closer and took some popcorn

there was only the bowl between us.

As i was watching intently the which came into view in the carriage.

Faisal:      "ana laish 7as hathy mu zaina?" he asked. 

I dont know who he was talking to.

Me : "inta il7een bitshoof"

We then saw the boy -William- leave without Snow White.

Me:"shlon chithy ihidha" I said in outrage.

Faisal :"la2ana mu rayal"

Layan:       "bitfahimny inna lo int ib mokana chan ni8aththa?"

Faisal :     "3ala8al a7awil inshallah mu chithy an7ash chinny 7mar"


We watched and then we reached the part were charlize (the wicked whitch) asks who the fairest of all is and the mirror says its Snow White.

Faisal:"Snow White in3al, hathy il7ilwa, yista3bi6on?"

  I looked at Faisal ma3a a39aby 3ala il7ad.

Me: "beauty isnt just on the outside you know, you could learn a thing or two about that" I said and I dont know why bas hal na8za kanat shway a8wa min ma kint abeeha itkoon.

Faisal:  "your a very funny girl" in a very dry voice.

We reached the part were the queens scary brother was sitting on Snow White's bed.

I started shivering when he started to touch her.

Faisal looked at me

Faisal: " Layan, hatha Snow White , mara7 yi9eer shay" he said in a softer voice.

Me:"no its nothing" I said and wouldnt meet his eyes,

a vein in faisals neck bulged and realization dawned on him because his eyes grew colder.

Faisal:  "it reminds you of him doesnt it?"

He was referring to the psycho nerd stalker.

Thats when I met his eyes bas i couldnt bring myself to say anything.

So he took that as a yes. He paused the movie.

Faisal:"layan hatha 6af mara7 yigdare isaweeelich shay ok? just...........do you trust me?" he asked in a serious low voice

Me:"yes"

Faisal:"then fogret about him, he doesnt matter. ma yistahal tfakreen feeh"

and with that he pressed play.

awal ma shuft ilhuntsmen i squeeled in delight.

Me:"WAIIIIII YANIIIIIN !!!" i squeled and giggled.

Faisal looked at me like i was crazy.

Faisal:     "ya raby ana shunu sawait 3ashan it7i6ny hnee ma3 hal ilmaynoona"

Me:"FAISAL LAISH MU RATHY TIFHAM?? ITS CHRIS HEMSWORTH" i squeeled

Faisal:""bismilla al7imdilla wishikir"

kamalna lay ma wi9alna the part were the huntsmen found out who she was and left her . then everything caught fire.

Me:"hey hey, wain rayi7,"

Faisal:""la2ana athwal"

Then William comes..

Me:"hatha shyaba il7mar, he left he should have stayed gone"
Faisal:"ulla layan shda3wa lihal daraja tikriheena"

Me:"I just want chris to be hers"

Faisal just shook his head and kept watching.

Finally wi9alna the part where Snow White was walking with William in the snow and he gave her an apple.

He kissed her before he gave it to her

Me:"LAISH ITBOOSEENA WHEN YOU HAVE CHRIS RISKING HIS LIFE FOR YOU!"

Faisal:"layan haday she can make her own decisions" he smirked.

I gave him the death stare.

Me:"I know whats best for her"

When she bit the apple and fell i waited for chris to get to her.

chan william iboosha marthanya

Me:"IN ITFICHEEN 3YOONICH, I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU MYSELF" i said and pointed

Faisal looked at me : "a39abich, layan you do realize this is just a movie right?" I ignored him.

la2any mindamja.

Me:"shhhhh"

Faisal:"ill take that as a no"

When she didnt open her eyes i smiled.

Me:"3abaly"

Then we got to the part were chris was talking to her as she was in her coma

when he talked ana ta2athart. he started to cry i teared up.

chan i sniff.

Faisal:"min9ijich tabcheen 3ashana shda3wa"

Me:"dont be jelous, may5alif your not half bad" i said.

Faisal:"lazim a7mid raby layan thinks I'm awesome"

Me:"no i said not half bad, ma widy aga63ik bas widy akamil ilfilim"

Faisal:"ana shimga3idny ma3ach"

Chris then leaned down and kissed her.

There was a pause in which faisal glanced at me

I jumped.

Me:""faisal bas.ha bas.ha!!!!!!! and did you see that?!!!when he kissed her she cried tooo!!! she woke up !! faisal that means its true love that broke the spell "

Faisal: "you do realize inna snow white isnt real, and fairytales are fake mako true love Layan it doesnt exist" he said

i gasped .

Me:"They do exist, and dont tell me your parents dont love eachother, so love exists. fa iskit, and yes someday im going to have a fairytale ending just like snow white- wait ma shafha tgoom, does she know inna he kissed her?"

Faisal:"its best if she doesnt know, la2ana mashakil wayid ra7 it9eer"

Me:"whose side are you on, min9ijik??"

Faisal shrugged:"if he has pride he wont admit it"

Me:"shako, iskit aby ashoof"

When we finished the movie i cried shway, i know its pathetic bas i didnt quite get the ending i wanted

Faisal:"on the bright side, the movies ending" he said.
I gave him a death stare and he realized I was upset bas didn't see my tears.

Faisal:"8a9dy, it has a more realistic ending, ya thats what i meant, 9ara7atan its better for the children 3ashan ma yit3awidon 3ala il 7ub, shooofay intay for example, wayid ta2atharty for some weird girl reason i wil never understand."

I sniffed.

Faisal sighed:"inzain laish ga3ad tabcheen you should be happy william mu ma3aha"

me:"yimkin tizawijta inta ma tadry"
faisal:"ana agool low ahya ga3da bil tower a7san laha"
me:"she would have been killed"

faisal:"thats the point"

I glared at him.


Me:"you will never understand love, do you have a heart??? 9a7 i forgot your a guy"

Faisal smiled that evil smirk half smile of his.

Faisal:"I have a heart bas its not with me right now"

Me:"ya inta, ya7lailik, mo tawik itgool you dont believe in love"

Faisal:"I don't. I gave it to my mother" he said.

ta2athart shway.

Me:   "you're a good person faisal" I said and smiled sincerely.

His smile fell because he thought i felt sorry for him.

Faisal:"I have to go" he said and i could almost see the old Faisal come back for a second.

The thing for the past two weeks we have been getting along quite well, he was nicer and less cold.

I stood up, I wasn't giving up the new faisal.

Me:"Faisal wain rayi7"

Faisal didnt even turn.

Faisal:     "min ziman mu shayif rab3y"

i walked after him

Me:"wait faisal i dont understand what just happened"

Faisal:  "la ma 9ar shay, rayi7 ildiwaniya"

We reached the door bas I stood in front of it blocking him as he put his keys in, his hand was close to my waist.


He glared down at me. For my stubbornnes.

Me:"I'm sorry I'm sorry, just please tell me how to fix this, " I said a little more urgently.

His eyes looked confused and shway taken back.

He saw how freaked out i was.

faisal: "Layan shda3wa ma 9ar shay yuba ana a9lan I was planning on seeing them tonight"

He pushed the door and gracefully walked around me out the door.

Me:"liar"

 I said in a low voice and I thought he couldnt hear me bas he did and he whipped around.

Faisal:"care to run that by me again" he said with his snake eyes, the last time i saw those eyes were two weeks ago.
 It seemed like years.
I didn't back down.

Me:"you lied"

He suddenly walked close to me too close.

I dont have any personal space any more.

He was staring down at me with his famous slitted death stare.

Faisal:"Layan do you expect me to tell you everything"

Me:"no but you know about my mom and my problems, i dont hide anything from you ANYTHING" I said.

Faisal huffed.

Faisal:"well im not you" he said.

He expected me to argue .

But all i did was look up at him warily.

Me:"i just wish you'd trust me"


Faisal blew up.

Faisal:    "do you expect me to tell you everything?!! try this. my mom is dying and i cant do anything about it, i cant and it kills me inside, and on top of that i have to stay here and watch her suffer, or did you want me to say that i cant wait til the day she dies because then ill know shes ok, that shes not hurting anymore that shes at peace, and then i hate myself even for wishing that. did you expect me to tell you that i cant see her without wishing i could just run away.. what did you want me to say layan., did you really want me to say that to you, dpo you even care enough? no you dont so just let me be miserable and hate myself peacefully." 

And then I saw it.

a tear escape

that was the first time i saw faisal
show an actual emotion,

a single tear came down his face and he shoved his hand on his face to wipe it off but i grabbed his hand and took out a tissue from my pocket and handed it over



Me:"if your going to be miserable then lets be miserable together, your the closest family i have , and ill be there for you, like you were there for me"

Faisal looked at me shocked.

Faisal:"you dont know what your getting yourself into layan, and i dont need you to be miserable-" bas i cut him off

Me:"faisal when was the last time you saw your mom?"

Faisal looked away and swallowed

Faisal:"yesterday"

Me:"how long?"

Faisal:"5 minutes"

Me :"at what time?"

Faisal:"4 a.m."

Me:"was she awake?"

Faisal could only breathe it out.

Faisal:"no"
 

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what you read in the past has only been the introduction.

nows the time for devastating secrets to unravel, breathetaking moments, mysteries and puzzles to slowly be put together, and decisions


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me: mo2adab mashallah

faisal: your the one who made me up

stay tuned........

chapter 33

-reem-


I was wearing a beautiful long silky dress that compliments my shape, my hair was natural and it looked 10 times shinyer and thicker. The weather is just perfect.

The view of the garden is breathtaking, the sun was setting and i was sitting by a fountain and admiring the view.
Birds were singing beautiful melodies, and were flying near me. Every bird had different color patterns and a unique look. I was bare footed, i can feel the lush grass that was recently watered through my toes.
I can hear the birds along with the sound of the fountain next to me which was very peaceful.

The moon came up within a second. it wasnt really dark though, the moon looked very beautiful and huge. It was so big that it covered 1\4 of the sky. it really cought my attention for a while. As I was Looking at the moon i see a black spot on the moon.

that black spot got bigger.
it then got closer.
then i realized it was a bird heading to me.

It was about to bump into me, but didn't.
The bird was a beautiful hornbill. Its beek is made out of pure gold. It was wearing an eye-catching shiny necklace that looked like it was stolen from a pharoes coffin. It had beautiful details, made out of diomands, and in the center was a rare pink diomand that was shaped like a heart.

the bird stood infront of me and wouldn't move.
I don't know why but i didn't mind.

The bird turned around and turned again. It gave me the necklace and flew back.

It flew back to someone. I can see someone coming.

It was Fahad, he smiled at me, he walked faster to come sit with me,

the bird was sitting on Fahad's shoulder. Fahad looked gorgoues, wearing black pants and a flowy white top. kafy jamalah. looked like a fairytale prince.

" Fahad shyaybik hny?"

" 3ajbch the necklace?" he interupted

"ee 6ab3an 3jbny"

"Im glaad" he said in a low voice. He was smiling with his eyes. He was very happy.

i didnt thank him. i tottally forgot to even thank him.

he sat next to me. i held his hand



Faj2a.

I saw Layan in the background. staring at us.
lafayt 3ala Fahad.

"Fahad enta yay ma3a layan?"

His smile didn't go away. He looked at the ground and smiled wider.
i was lost.

Before he even answered, his hand suddenly had a drop of a black oily substance. i then felt something oily just splashed at me. Just a second later it was raining oil. Birds turned into bats. I let go of Fahad and went running streight to Layan.

"Layaan ! bsr3a imshay ma3ay !"

Layan kanat hadya " it's ok, ana mu khayfa , khalas ana al7en a3arf kilshay, the crocodile wont dare bite me"

"Layan ako crocodile? Layaan !!"

she turned black from all the oil. It was madness, It's as if she was being punished ~

I woke up.

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Wow. shnu hal 7ilm! ma sewat 3alay ilkhar3a. I don't know if that dream had a meaning or not but i can feel something is going on and i have to tell someone about this.

So I slept over at Layan's . Fa I figured id go tell her.

She was laying in bed , lafayt 3alaiha

me:" Layaan. 9aba7 ilkhair"

Layan:" halla halla 9aba7 inoor"

i smiled.

me:" so, 7ilamt 7ilm 7ail ghareeb. oo i was wondering if you can help me figure it out. Since ina entay tgrain 3an psychology oo tafseer a7lam o chithy."

Layan;" ok. yalla tell me"

me;" ok. bas mara7 agolech iyah la2ana its not good to tell others a bad dream"

Layaan ;" ya entay ya om il bad dreams. momken a3arf whats going on?"

me; " at first everything was fairytale like. ba3dain close people appeared. ma athker 3adel bas something happened illy everything turned into a nightmare, and there was a crocodile that bites .. and bats..."

Layan ;" tadren inna crocodiles is a bad sign 9a7?"

ikhtr3t shway.
I let her continue.

Layan;" according to islam , o taafseer ila7lam 3nd shyookh deen. Crocidiles ya3ne teres an enemy in your home. Or atleast an enemy in your life... bas we all know thats fay.. haha! 7ilm sakheef "

I don't think its fay though. Fahad and Layan and i together. means faisal's the fourth.
allah yaktb ma feeh ilkhair.
bas ako shay ana ma adre 3anna.

Layan :" Im going to wash up , and take a long shower"

Me: " Okay take care mo tzlgeen"

Layan 3a6atny the confused look.

me :" you never know. just take care. and also take good care of your wild curly head shway shway 3al shampoo.."
Layan:" okay byee"

I went to the dresser to brush my hair. I opened the drawers i didnt find a good brush for my hair type. But i did find her phone and it was ringing again.

Yup. It's fahad.

I got so curious. o 6ab3an 7asayt fe shay .... so, i picked up.

Fahad:" aloo Laayaan shfeech ma trden min ams w ana a7awl feeech, adeg ma tsheleena 3asa ma shar ?"

Me:" Halla Fahad :) shlonk ? ma3ak Reem"
i dont know shnizal 3alay im usually shy when it comes to Fahad.

Fahad:" Reem?... tamam entay shlonch?"

Me :" el7mdela , layan's not here at the moment. want me to send her a message?"

Fahad :" laa its ok . sorry for inturrupting . m3asalama."

Call ended.

I can't believe Layan is still not telling me. im furious. bas then again im keeping alot frpm her lately. plus im feeling sorry for her . illy faisal ga3ad ysweh moo shwaya.

My mom called a billion times. it was time for me to go home. I packed and said my goodbyes to Layan as soon as she got out of the shower.

my goodbye wAs very fast, and all i wanted is to leAve the house so i dont see Faisal . I really hate him, and i don't have good feelings about him. il7emdellah ma 9adafta.

i was wearing my abercrimbie sweatpants with a simple black top, my hair was up on a messy bun, and i wore my sunglasses.

rekabt ilsayara, turn on the f.m. No good music was on, so i just layed down.

oh shit! Forgot to tell Layan i picked up her phone. I called her before its too late.

me :" halla wallah laylayyyy. please la t3a9been 3alay bas tara i picked up the phone o radait 3ala fahad, ma gal shay bsr3a the call ended. is everything ok?"

layan :"la its ok, mafe shay dont worry yalla i have to go take care "

Still no answer.

I arrived home, told the maid to take my bag, as soon as i git out of the car someone was calling my name.

lafayt adawer mnoo willa alga a creepy guy in the neighboorhood.

i looked closer wila it was fahad.
shyayba my neighborhood.

i walked slowly towards him.

he was wearing an old Gap tshirt , shorts, and crocs. shakla raye7 ba7ar. his tanned skin and flashy smile completed his look.

Fahad :" Hallaa Reem, wallah adre this is freaky o wallah lo mu ilmas2la mohima chan ma yayt ana a7taj akalmch throory"

Me :"oh la its ok sh9ayer?"

Fahad :" ive been trying to reach layan hal shay ykhi9koom both o ma agdar akalmch hny khalnroo7 il7adee8a or shay "

Me :" if its that important...?"

Fahad:" rekbay ma3ay mara7 in6awel"

if you know Fahad you would know hes inocent and open minded. but no. i cant be seen in the car with him alone.

me :" ra7 arkab sayartna o i'll meet you 7adee8at 8i63a wa7ed"
Fahad :" hahaa ok yallah ana rakeb ilsayara "

I whatsapped my mom telling her i need to go to jam3eya, im not used to lying bas inshallah ma n6awl.

" اوكي حبيبتي و لا تطولين ما شفناج اليوم و ابوج قعد يحاتيج خلصي شغلج بأقل من نص ساعة و احنا على انتظار "

" enshallah mama :*"


- bil7adee8a-

Fahad and i started walking, no one comes here so its almost private.

me:" so ... sh9ayer?"

Fahad:" Reem, ana ma a7ib akoon thgeel 3nd a7ad oo mabeech t7ateen im gonna take care of it. bas entay lazim tadreen. allah ysalmch thak ilyom 9idaf inna ana o Layan kinna b some ma3rath that faisal warned us not to go to. 6la3 inna kan ako game plan and materialized group of guys from every corner.."

Me :" kil hatha 9ar o ana madre? o ba3dain sh9ar?"

Fahad:.. " lets just stick to the point"

me :" sh9ar? bas 3ala8al tell me u guys didnt get hurt or anything!"
Fahad:" la 3ad 6la3 f9ail mthabi6 3mrah oo 6l3na,,"

Reem:" oh ok il7mdela u got out.."

Fahad :" mu hathy ilsalfa. ilsalfa akbar min chithy"

me :" shlone?"

Fahad :" entay o Layan 9irtaw familliar faces binisba lihom ohma yadroon Faisal is taking care of Layan. la2ana Faisal doesnt have a sister, ma gdraw yst5dmon a7ad for a threat. al7een 9ar 3nda Layan, o thats as close as a sister he could get.

ohma they have their ways illy yadroon inna ana wyach know each other well, same school same freinds, they could use all four of us. its not a joke

me:" wow. o al7een whats our plan? o how did you know this?"

Fahad:" ana ma3ahom bildwanya, 9arat salfaa.. ma abe athagel 3alaich bas please be safe abeech itha ay shay 9ar tgolely , any guy any text any annonymous freind requests. Keep a low profile ma yndara shysawon b the information they could get"

me :" ooh. ok mashkoor wayed anything happens i'll let you know!"

Fahad changed the subject.

Fahad :" a7la shay iny ana al7en 9idtch wearing sweatpants o sha3rech in a bun"

Wayhy 9ar a7mar!

me:" Fahad! ba3ad la t7rjny ana broo7y in7a6ait b2amr ilwa8e3 im not saying i like how i look"

he laughed the cutest laugh.

shway i got mad.

fahad:" lala lat7ateen you look great mashallah ive seen girls in sweats and messy hair, entay wayed ahwan"

me:" haha great :) atwa8a3 re7tlhom o 3ala8t 3lehom 3gb giltlhom nafs ishay"

fahad:" la 7asha wallah . "

i laughed.

i noticed him wearing the livestrong bracelet,

me :" Fahad shakhbary that bracelet! lel7een 3ndk eyah?"

Fahad :" e wallah t9adgeen .. madre a7is it inspires me to have a positive day and live stronger."

i think its cute for him to stilll have the bracelet. its simple but means something to him.

me:" oh so it works. il7mdela."

Fahad:" yup. im having a good day now for example. ma tewaqa3na nshoofch b 7a8ee8tch , in school la tbayneen wala ttkalimaaain, o aham shay mt3awed 3alaich proper uniform haha"

me:" haha radaina 3al sweats? yuba mafeha shay ! oo by the way its been fifteen minutes lazim arid ilbait"

Fahad:" yalla awa9lech ilsayara"

as we walked, sikatna.

Fahad broke the silence.

fahad :" reem, can i open up to you?"

me:" 6b3an"

fahad:" ok good il7emdela . fa ive been wondering oo since now entay ur here.. aby as2lch 3ala as2la jawbeeny il9ara7a"

fahad:" okay awal shay , itha tgdereen to9feny 7ag a7ad ma y3rfny shitgolen?"

me :" agool inik insan 6ayeb t7ib itsa3ed ghairk, tfaker b ghairk gabil nafsk. i dont have anything negative to say, i would describe how you like to cheer people up and become the life of the party , you like to make the people around you happy"

fahad :" wayyh reem shda3wa kil hatha ana?"

me:" lesh 6aye7 men 3ain nafsk? hahaa"

Fahad :" la wallah bas its very flattering oo mashkora wayed ! a7rjty twath3y."

me :" ma gilna ghair il9ij"

Fahad :" ok so2al ilthany wal akheer ...

Do you know how to dougie?"

i laughed.

Fahad wigaf jidamy and started 'dougie'ing for one second then stopped.

me:" laaalaa no one in school is supposed to see that. "

fahad:" hmm... We'll seee bout that!"

we9alna ilsayara we said our goodbyes.

Fahad:" yalla ma3asalama take care, o seeda roo7ay ilbait ha? la7ad y9eedch b ur look"

me:" enshalla, ykon wayed a7san ba3ad ma tware a7ad your dougie tkhaleha exclusive 7agy "

he laughed and went to his car.

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i went home opened my laptop and called layan. i told her everything. ehya haman ikhtar3at shway.

i opened my ask.fm while i was on the phone with her.

" la7atha layan i have one new question"

my heart beats faster when i see that red mark on the question sign.

the question:

" mu zain Layan trkab ilsayara ma3a ghizlan bacher. block or deactivate to your account? mara7 tlgain illy ysrech :). Salmeelna 3ala Fahad o Faisal."