narrator:
pompeii - bastille
a letter from faisal to himself a note:
silent days, the moment were you realise that the lies do kill
but the truth? its cold hard reality
a wake up call
for those of us with sorrows of our own...
there are those of us who are sad people
but we must not let sadness become us
i know.. its easier said then done
but what else do i have to live for? god whom i dedicate my life to
for the people i love
paying them back for the things they did for me
for all the love they give me for which i must return
ungrateful
i feel ungrateful.
undeservingunworthy of her love
too much high expectations of us of me
i dont need this.i cant do this anymore
i could walk away from all this, a fresh new start like nothing happened.
but i need to fix what i have done, make amends..
because guilt does kill
because i will never admit the reasons why....
because she deserves better
untangle this mess this jumble of us, my feelings, my reasons my mistakes
layan... dont let me go
REEM
fahad:"what are you doing here baba"
3amo m7ammad walked shut the door behind him.
faisal stood there and looked at me signaling me to
not say a word. with his eyes ofcourse
now i get all the hub about fasils "speaking eyes" 3ala golat layan .... layan
3ami m7amad:" faisal.." he looked at faisal with a look ive never seen before.
cold hard steal of disapointment
faisal shook his head:"there in the same country, they were in the same school for a year before i pulled her out, they were already friends.... there was nothing i could do"
3ami m7ammad:"NOTHING YOU COULD DO? DONT EVEN START WITH ME FAISAL, YOU? the master of schemes and plans? you ? the cold hearted boy your father and i raised? nothing? NOTHING?"
fahad stood up:"can someone PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!!!!"
faisal looked at 3ami m7amad:" are you gonna tell him or should i?"
3ami m7amad shared a look with faisal closed his eyes and tilted his head down
faisals voice came out brusque:" he deserves to hear it from you"
3ami m7ammad:" when your put in the position im in faisal.. youll know how hard this is for me"
fahad exploded:"WILL SOMEONE JUST TELL ME? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!"
they just stared at eachother unfazed by what fahad just said
3ami m7amad:"i... i never told you this.... haven't you noticed.. that you and zaid have the same bent pinky on your right hand? or the same dimples?"
fahad stared at him and then looked at the sleeping zaid and looked back at 3ami
zaid was now sleeping head on my lap.
3ami m7ammad carried on:" ... or that you and layan have the same laugh?"
fahad:"zaid mentioned it.. whats your point.... are you trying to say that zaid and layan are my siblings"
everyone in the room paused.
3ami m7amad:" ee fahad thats exactly what im trying to say"
fahad stood still
fahad:" unbelievable....."
3ami:"faha-"
fahad:"no im saying your unbelievable otherwise it all makes sense shlon int ga6ny a5ir ildinya 3ashan ana o layan ma nit9adaf. shlon int dayman imsafir 7ata lama layan titkalam 3anik tgooly 3an shkithir tifgidik. shlon titkalam ma3a fais-"
then realization dawns on him
then he looks at faisal:"since when... since when did you know?"
faisal:"i needed to do what was best for you"
fahad:" ANSWER ME"
faisal:"since the 9th grade"
fahad:"4 years.... 4 years o int 3arif.. "
3ami:"its not as bad as it-"
fahad:"I HAVE A SISTER AND A BROTHER THAT I NEVER KNEW EXISTED!! LA YALAIT BA3AD I DONT KNOW THEM! LAAA2 THERE MY FRIENDS!! I KNEW LAYAN FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS, AS A GIRL IN MY SCHOOL!! bas shes not,.... she was never just a girl from school... "
fahad looked at his dad:"you, i expected this from you bas not you faisal. not you. i trusted you with everything, i believed in you!"
faisal looked as if he'd just punched him
3ami:" then that means you dont know him.. faisal???? faisal does every task we give him without feeling and without a glance backwards to see the damage. thats who faisal is, jaded."
fahad:"no thats not who he is. thats what YOU made him into. you made him a monster. the faisal I KNEW WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN I DIDNT NEED HIM HE WAS THERE."
and unexpectedly
faisal speaks with more emotion then I personally have ever heard him speak in..... ive only heard of this from layan. when she would talk about him.
faisal:"high expectations. you and layan are both fools with your beleif in me. you see something in me that isnt there the both of you, and now looook were its got her. in the hospital on a gurney. shot. trying to convince me to leave. trying to save me from myself"
she said his words were poetry, i remember when she said it she had stars in her eyes and i just laughed. at how head over heals she was.
fahad:" this isnt you faisal, this isnt you. dont let him get to you. ta3al when layan wakes up well leave."
faisal almost almost smiles:" and how do you suppose we do that?"
fahad:" we do exactly what you planned, well get on a plane and leave this behind us.. well start all over , beginning with uni."
facial got up,
then walked over to fahad and gave him a bear hug only the tug of a sad smile to show he had emotion :" your a fool you know. for believeing in me"
then he pulled back:" im sorry" he said seriously . fahad pulled him back into a hug
3ami cleared his throat then spoke :"very well if thats what you want"
fahad:"as if what i wanted ever mattered to you. What i want is to know why you sent me away. why it wasnt layan and zaid"
3ami:"because...... its a very long long story"
fahad and faisal pulled out seats at the same time and sat. faisal with an evil half smile and fahad with his humorous acting of being clueless
fahad:" weve got until layan wakes up. dont we faisal"
faisal:"why, inshallah yes, yes we do fahad"
pompeii - bastille
a letter from faisal to himself a note:
silent days, the moment were you realise that the lies do kill
but the truth? its cold hard reality
a wake up call
for those of us with sorrows of our own...
there are those of us who are sad people
but we must not let sadness become us
i know.. its easier said then done
but what else do i have to live for? god whom i dedicate my life to
for the people i love
paying them back for the things they did for me
for all the love they give me for which i must return
ungrateful
i feel ungrateful.
undeserving
too much high expectations of us of me
i dont need this.
i could walk away from all this, a fresh new start like nothing happened.
but i need to fix what i have done, make amends..
because guilt does kill
REEM
fahad:"what are you doing here baba"
3amo m7ammad walked shut the door behind him.
faisal stood there and looked at me signaling me to
not say a word. with his eyes ofcourse
now i get all the hub about fasils "speaking eyes" 3ala golat layan .... layan
3ami m7amad:" faisal.." he looked at faisal with a look ive never seen before.
cold hard steal of disapointment
faisal shook his head:"there in the same country, they were in the same school for a year before i pulled her out, they were already friends.... there was nothing i could do"
3ami m7ammad:"NOTHING YOU COULD DO? DONT EVEN START WITH ME FAISAL, YOU? the master of schemes and plans? you ? the cold hearted boy your father and i raised? nothing? NOTHING?"
fahad stood up:"can someone PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!!!!"
faisal looked at 3ami m7amad:" are you gonna tell him or should i?"
3ami m7amad shared a look with faisal closed his eyes and tilted his head down
faisals voice came out brusque:" he deserves to hear it from you"
3ami m7ammad:" when your put in the position im in faisal.. youll know how hard this is for me"
fahad exploded:"WILL SOMEONE JUST TELL ME? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!"
they just stared at eachother unfazed by what fahad just said
3ami m7amad:"i... i never told you this.... haven't you noticed.. that you and zaid have the same bent pinky on your right hand? or the same dimples?"
fahad stared at him and then looked at the sleeping zaid and looked back at 3ami
zaid was now sleeping head on my lap.
3ami m7ammad carried on:" ... or that you and layan have the same laugh?"
fahad:"zaid mentioned it.. whats your point.... are you trying to say that zaid and layan are my siblings"
everyone in the room paused.
3ami m7amad:" ee fahad thats exactly what im trying to say"
fahad stood still
fahad:" unbelievable....."
3ami:"faha-"
fahad:"no im saying your unbelievable otherwise it all makes sense shlon int ga6ny a5ir ildinya 3ashan ana o layan ma nit9adaf. shlon int dayman imsafir 7ata lama layan titkalam 3anik tgooly 3an shkithir tifgidik. shlon titkalam ma3a fais-"
then realization dawns on him
then he looks at faisal:"since when... since when did you know?"
faisal:"i needed to do what was best for you"
fahad:" ANSWER ME"
faisal:"since the 9th grade"
fahad:"4 years.... 4 years o int 3arif.. "
3ami:"its not as bad as it-"
fahad:"I HAVE A SISTER AND A BROTHER THAT I NEVER KNEW EXISTED!! LA YALAIT BA3AD I DONT KNOW THEM! LAAA2 THERE MY FRIENDS!! I KNEW LAYAN FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS, AS A GIRL IN MY SCHOOL!! bas shes not,.... she was never just a girl from school... "
fahad looked at his dad:"you, i expected this from you bas not you faisal. not you. i trusted you with everything, i believed in you!"
faisal looked as if he'd just punched him
3ami:" then that means you dont know him.. faisal???? faisal does every task we give him without feeling and without a glance backwards to see the damage. thats who faisal is, jaded."
fahad:"no thats not who he is. thats what YOU made him into. you made him a monster. the faisal I KNEW WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME EVEN WHEN I DIDNT NEED HIM HE WAS THERE."
and unexpectedly
faisal speaks with more emotion then I personally have ever heard him speak in..... ive only heard of this from layan. when she would talk about him.
faisal:"high expectations. you and layan are both fools with your beleif in me. you see something in me that isnt there the both of you, and now looook were its got her. in the hospital on a gurney. shot. trying to convince me to leave. trying to save me from myself"
she said his words were poetry, i remember when she said it she had stars in her eyes and i just laughed. at how head over heals she was.
fahad:" this isnt you faisal, this isnt you. dont let him get to you. ta3al when layan wakes up well leave."
faisal almost almost smiles:" and how do you suppose we do that?"
fahad:" we do exactly what you planned, well get on a plane and leave this behind us.. well start all over , beginning with uni."
facial got up,
then walked over to fahad and gave him a bear hug only the tug of a sad smile to show he had emotion :" your a fool you know. for believeing in me"
then he pulled back:" im sorry" he said seriously . fahad pulled him back into a hug
3ami cleared his throat then spoke :"very well if thats what you want"
fahad:"as if what i wanted ever mattered to you. What i want is to know why you sent me away. why it wasnt layan and zaid"
3ami:"because...... its a very long long story"
fahad and faisal pulled out seats at the same time and sat. faisal with an evil half smile and fahad with his humorous acting of being clueless
fahad:" weve got until layan wakes up. dont we faisal"
faisal:"why, inshallah yes, yes we do fahad"
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