REEM
I just woke up..... I'm late to school.
I quickly got dressed, put on anything I found Fay was screaming out my name from downstairs....
"Kanyyyy yay a!"
"shfech Reem awal Mara you wake up late!"
"madre" I said briefly and got in the car ...
Wow. What a week, what a day that was ... the day when Faisal and I sat and had a conversation about Fahads past. Everything is different now, how can I talk to Fahad normally...
I was in school, I walked to class with a smile just hoping for a nice day. La2anaa seriously school mu wagtaa. Plus I have my boring schedule today so, I'm looking forward to lunch and of course will do everything I can to get my mind of Fahad.
"Halaaa Reem inshallah Dom mibtasma"
It was Fatma.
"Hala , mshkora. "
I don't know what to say to her exactly?? wait hold up tell me how you know about the picture?? chithy agool faj2a without finding a smarter way to find out?? Of course not.
but I did. I panicked I wanted an answer so I did ask her .....
" waih sha5bary no3ch tehtamain bilshabab .... y7lelch bas"
ok , she totally said that in a "7adech 9aida, mskeena" way. ummm?? BITCH! Your the one who f****ing sent me his picture with a girl holding a whiskey bottle !! entay ilmskeena!!
"ee ok 9a7 al7en Ana ily 9irt ahtam bilshabab, mu Ana ily dazayt il9ora. entay dazaiteha faj2a o Ana mu yaya I argue.. you don't have to tell me bye"
so I left, I deleted her from my bbm. 9ara7a Hal bi nt tkhare3 her name shouldn't be on my phone a9lan.
I went to two of my classes pissed, not in the best mood. everything is so messed up.
I was excused to leave class to go to the bathroom. 9ara7a I just needed some air.
as I walked down the hallway ...
I see Fahad hanging out posters to the bulletin board .
uh oh. He smiled ... the picture keeps popping in my head I keep seeing it..... I keep seeing the girl with him holding the bottle....
I shook my head and looked at the ground....
"Halaaa Reem shlonchh" he says while looking into my eyes as if they're as attractive as his. I hate when he says my name .. especially now....
umm ....
I looked at him Mstaghrba as if he's a stranger. then raga3t my face and smiled the " ooh I know you" smile.
"Halaaa tamam"
his smile turned to an awkward one and his eyes bayyan his confusion. rafa3 7ajba china fe Shay ghala6 china Shay mu 3ajba. What I like about Fahad is that I can easily read him.
" Reem shfeech mu 3ela b3thich ilyom? 3saa ma shar?"
"Mashar inshallah mako...."
Fahad didnt reply ohwa 7as inaa I don't want to talk to him. I quickly left.
I hate myself for doing that!! Degarta! I made it obvious ..... 7ram ma ystahil.. now that I know him and his past without him knowing it's harder to talk normally to him...
I need to figure this out . Fatma shlon min waynlaha ilma9adrr.
Only Faisal will help me figure this out. It's weird how I'm keeping this from Layan. It's hard. The thing is I'm telling Fahad in any way to take care, in a way Faisal would be ok with it .... if it's even possible ... bas I have to tell him something.
school went by sooo slowly!! the bell finally rang! and I was heading to the gates.. Faj2a I see a group of teachers wagfeen b 6reejy.
" Like for example sir, Reem!"
"who?" I said
wela y6la3 Fahad. Akeeed, etha ako a group of teachers lazm fahad yooou the gravity that pulls them . he's their sun .. theyre always around him.
Reminds me of whenever I visit Layan's school taf9il ma3a some of her teachers and I just stand there awkwardly like layan yalla let's go.
" La bas agool 7ag Dexter inna wayed nas bysa3dony methlch " Fahad
It's cute how he still talks to me wela chena ilyom I didn't treat him well. 7asayt Galba ntheef he likes to cheer people around him up. he knows it's not my day, I laughed at his the8a.
" w 3ala shnuu basa3dek?"
"Shda3wa ma la7athtay"
he pointed 3ala the posters all around school ...
oh shit ..... he's running against Fay ... my sister..
" Eeee aha "
"is that a maybe?" he says, he was curious 3la my answer, he even showed his wrinkles that he has when he lifts his eyebrows up. bas he also knows I'm not as hyper as he is and I'm a little shy ... I am mono symbolic , fa he knows it's normal for me to think twice before Ii say something.
How can I say no?
" akeed basa3dik"
He smiled his victory smile, that's when his dimple shows clearly. then he punches mr.Dexter on his arm
" told you dude!" Fahad yelled out. Then the teacher started chasing Fahad so he could tickle him, cuz Fahad hates when people do that(3ade ma3a Fahad t9eer Hal 7alat ,a3a the teachers)
What have I gotten myself into.
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