LAYAN-
"no one is as,confusing, tiring, mean, coniving,sinister, and clueless as you. you dont even try. and yet everyone is half in love with you from how you look and you dont even know. your too busy in your own dark place to even open your eyes. so no im not like you faisal but truthfully i dont think anyone in the world is, bas despite everything. i have FEELINGS FOR YOU " i said.
step 3: face him
when i got the words out i watched him
he looked at the ground. his face was straight suddenly. he looked at the car.
"ana bilmadrisa itha tabeen shay-" he said while turning giving me his back and walking to his car
i blew up
"NOW WHO'S RUNNING AWAY FAISAL?" i shouted.
he stopped dead in his tracks
he stood tall.
i though he would ignore me and walk away
bas instead he wipped around to face me.
his eyes large black holes.
3a9ab.
"YA3NI WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?? LOVE YOU BACK? HOLD YOUR HANDS, GIVE YOU A HUG? DO YOU KNOW HOW WRONG THAT IS? WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR LAYAN INTAY SHAYFATNY??? I MADE A LOT OF PROMISES, I MADE YOUR DAD A PROMISE, IM PLANNING ON KEEPING IT. I DONT CARE HOW YOU FEEEEL ABOUT ME." he said.
and then he shut up when he saw the look on my face.
i was about to cry.
so i did - for the very first time- what i wanted to do not what i had to do.
i let myself cry infront of faisal
"ha shgiltay layan?! lail7een t7ibeeni?" he said in his threatening voice and looked at me expecting an answer
he looked at me daring me to not play along.
no one controls me
"e" i said.
and turned to climb my car.
i got in and was starting the car. tawni nazla min lilparking willa faisal runs infront of my car. thirabt brake, 7ail
i opened my door
chan a3a9ib i walked up to him
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING YOU COULDVE GOTTEN HURT" i said.
bas he looked at me in his calm straight face.
bas his eyes were so tense
they looked at me
and we stayed there quietly staring at eachother
i knew this look
its the same look he gave me when he made me make the promise,
faisal wanted to tell me something
we looked at eachother,
if any other person was there they would have said it was dead silence.
even though we spoke no words.
our eyes spoke volumes.
"intay shunu tabeen to9leenla layan?" he said in a cold voice. his voice was rough and dry, you had to listen close to hear him
i looked at him in shock
so he talked
"farathan i felt the same way layan shinu kintay nawya 3alay? shinu kintay tabeen yi9eer?" he said.
he looked so cold and lost and i just realized howw tired he looks. how long has he been waiting outside for me?
i looked at him. i was paralyzed from the lok in his eyes
"ii dontt knnow ii " i stuttered.
he shut me up with a look.
he cleared his throat.
"you have bad taste," he said.
was he joking.
he gave me a crack of his old smile
and i realized what he was doing.
he was giving me a chance to get back to normal to forget this ever happened.
"you told my dad you dont remember me when we were kids bas bil bar you told me how i acted when we were 6" i said.
his smile dissapeared.
he got a pained look in his eyes. hes had it since he came infornt of my car.
faisal looks really tired. he looked up towards the sky the way he did when he was mad or frustrated.
when he couldnt control something
"layan, your never going to be with me. because you dont know whats good for you, luckily im here to make sure you do the right thing and go on the right path.
6al3ay hal fikra min balich" he said
then he looked at me in the eye
"ni6ray sina, o 6al33eeeny min balich, insay 3any, la2ana thi8ay o ta2akiday, ana ra7 insaach" he said.
and walked away to his car. i stood there staring at the empty space he had just occupied.
i stood there.
i heard footsteps and felt rreeems arms come around me.
bas i kept hearing the words over and over in my head
ana ra7 insaach..
"no one is as,confusing, tiring, mean, coniving,sinister, and clueless as you. you dont even try. and yet everyone is half in love with you from how you look and you dont even know. your too busy in your own dark place to even open your eyes. so no im not like you faisal but truthfully i dont think anyone in the world is, bas despite everything. i have FEELINGS FOR YOU " i said.
step 3: face him
when i got the words out i watched him
he looked at the ground. his face was straight suddenly. he looked at the car.
"ana bilmadrisa itha tabeen shay-" he said while turning giving me his back and walking to his car
i blew up
"NOW WHO'S RUNNING AWAY FAISAL?" i shouted.
he stopped dead in his tracks
he stood tall.
i though he would ignore me and walk away
bas instead he wipped around to face me.
his eyes large black holes.
3a9ab.
"YA3NI WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?? LOVE YOU BACK? HOLD YOUR HANDS, GIVE YOU A HUG? DO YOU KNOW HOW WRONG THAT IS? WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR LAYAN INTAY SHAYFATNY??? I MADE A LOT OF PROMISES, I MADE YOUR DAD A PROMISE, IM PLANNING ON KEEPING IT. I DONT CARE HOW YOU FEEEEL ABOUT ME." he said.
and then he shut up when he saw the look on my face.
i was about to cry.
so i did - for the very first time- what i wanted to do not what i had to do.
i let myself cry infront of faisal
"ha shgiltay layan?! lail7een t7ibeeni?" he said in his threatening voice and looked at me expecting an answer
he looked at me daring me to not play along.
no one controls me
"e" i said.
and turned to climb my car.
i got in and was starting the car. tawni nazla min lilparking willa faisal runs infront of my car. thirabt brake, 7ail
i opened my door
chan a3a9ib i walked up to him
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING YOU COULDVE GOTTEN HURT" i said.
bas he looked at me in his calm straight face.
bas his eyes were so tense
they looked at me
and we stayed there quietly staring at eachother
i knew this look
its the same look he gave me when he made me make the promise,
faisal wanted to tell me something
we looked at eachother,
if any other person was there they would have said it was dead silence.
even though we spoke no words.
our eyes spoke volumes.
"intay shunu tabeen to9leenla layan?" he said in a cold voice. his voice was rough and dry, you had to listen close to hear him
i looked at him in shock
so he talked
"farathan i felt the same way layan shinu kintay nawya 3alay? shinu kintay tabeen yi9eer?" he said.
he looked so cold and lost and i just realized howw tired he looks. how long has he been waiting outside for me?
i looked at him. i was paralyzed from the lok in his eyes
"ii dontt knnow ii " i stuttered.
he shut me up with a look.
he cleared his throat.
"you have bad taste," he said.
was he joking.
he gave me a crack of his old smile
and i realized what he was doing.
he was giving me a chance to get back to normal to forget this ever happened.
"you told my dad you dont remember me when we were kids bas bil bar you told me how i acted when we were 6" i said.
his smile dissapeared.
he got a pained look in his eyes. hes had it since he came infornt of my car.
faisal looks really tired. he looked up towards the sky the way he did when he was mad or frustrated.
when he couldnt control something
"layan, your never going to be with me. because you dont know whats good for you, luckily im here to make sure you do the right thing and go on the right path.
6al3ay hal fikra min balich" he said
then he looked at me in the eye
"ni6ray sina, o 6al33eeeny min balich, insay 3any, la2ana thi8ay o ta2akiday, ana ra7 insaach" he said.
and walked away to his car. i stood there staring at the empty space he had just occupied.
i stood there.
i heard footsteps and felt rreeems arms come around me.
bas i kept hearing the words over and over in my head
ana ra7 insaach..
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